Heartbreaking Stories About The Cast

Ever since the "CKY" days, Chris Raab has been known to fans as "Raab Himself," and he's always been game for the kind of dangerous stunts that left him with a reputation as a complete maniac even among his castmates (via C2K2Y). Of course, with dangerous stunts come plenty of injuries, and with those injuries comes the need to find a way to control chronic pain. For Raab, the solution was prescription painkillers and alcohol, and lots of both.

In a 2018 Page Six piece on the "Jackass" crew, Raab revealed that jostling for screen time with other cast members resulted in a willingness to take on more danger, and the resulting mishaps left him with an addiction to painkillers and alcohol. "If you got hurt, you were like, 'Oh, I can just take a pill for that,'" he explained — and he did get hurt, early and often. Raab shared that at a certain point, everybody's various addictions had them turning on each other, and that the brutal cycle of injury and self-medication prompted him to withdraw from "Jackass" after the first movie. 

Unfortunately, the fleeting nature of his fame led to depression — which led to more self-medication with drugs and alcohol, in a downward spiral that eventually had him contemplating suicide. However, at the time of the interview, Raab was over eight years sober, working a regular job, and toiling for a non-profit organization he started with his wife.

If you or anyone you know is having suicidal thoughts, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline​ by dialing 988 or by calling 1-800-273-TALK (8255)​.

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